So.Fucking.Bad

I want to smoke so.fucking.bad ._______.
I want to throw up
I want to cry
I want to eat
I want to die
I want to go away
I want to smoke
I want to dance
I want to fall
I want to cry
I want to bleed
I want to throw up
I want to smoke
I want to dissapear ~

I really want to smoke , please somebody give me a cigarette , NOW